
Gonna delete this post soon but I asked her directly if she wanted to be with me, she said no because it would be too weird for our relationship… but then kissed me on the lips. I’m not sure if that was essentially a consolation and “we will never speak of this” or if she is fighting an urge to go farther but thinks it would be weird. I’m perfectly happy remaining friends but now the ball is in her court until further notice.