i think it’s because i’m severely emotionally constipated. i’ve never pursued relationships with women because i have pretty bad social phobia on occasion & i feel like my social skills are quite poor. also in general don’t develop feelings easily (my last real crush being over three years ago). so i just feel like i’m lying about being a lesbian. bc i’m too insecure & basically. scared. to try anything. does that make sense? i’m so confused to be honest