I feel like all my friends mean way more to me than I do to them. Like the people that are my close friends are always hanging out with others and never asking me to hang out. I love them but I feel like i’m never their first choice to hang out with :(
I just hit this realization two weeks ago. Still hurting from the thought. No one ventures out to see me unless it’s convenient for them (a pit stop on a long road trip)
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Anonymous#18w
Exactly, you get it. It definitely makes me think about how others perceive me, like do I matter to them as much as they matter to me?