well it’s mostly just a health risk, difficult to reverse over time and can affect quality of life. It’s not really something you can just “leave in the bedroom.” I’m into weight gain / basically binge eating as a fetish. (Yeah, I’ve totally had a history of eating disorders and got raised in an “almond” household.) It’s definitely not something I can just do as a “cheat day” whatever because it aggravates old issues with binge eating/bulimia. But it changed what I thought an orgasm could be
Curiosity is curiosity ig. It’s just not a fun hot secret. It’s sort of like someone telling you like “oooo I’m SOOO into feet” like I mean… ok I guess. That’s fine. Not my favorite but ok. 😭 I already do all that tying up / pegging / pain play etc stuff with my boyfriend and I’m not shy abt it, it just doesn’t get me going like this did and it sucks. I wish I could just change what I’m into.