I like getting dressed up and going out because I’m young and hot and want to take advantage while I can but every time I drink I lowkey ruin my life. But I have too much anxiety to go out sober. But I get so depressed and lonely when I stay in.
get the drinking under control or it will consume you. See it or not, you’ll end up being the one people use and friendships won’t be genuine, just based on the facade you present while drunk. I feel for you