It’s nice I have a place to anonymously talk about this but I used to be a child model and it feels so strange being me *now*. Like I’m not pretty at all anymore compared to then, even if I am happier.
Is it possible you’re just being too hard on yourself regarding your looks?
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Anonymous#11w
Me being both like
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AnonymousOP1w
Yea money not worth what they go thru
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Anonymous#11w
I swear I had like a reverse glow up it’s so bad 😭🙏🏻
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Anonymous#21w
Maybe? Probably. But it’s hard not to be when a lot of the photos I have of myself as a kid are edited to be more visually appealing. I’m sure I’m not THAT chopped, but I have had such a high standard set for myself that its hard to accept I don’t have to meet it
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AnonymousOP1w
I understand the thought for sure. My guess is you’ve matured and are now attractive in a different way