
😶 Sometimes I’m not sure if I have much of a concrete identity myself I wonder what you personally mean by this however if you even know. Sounds fascinating and maybe a bit dysphoric. Humans need a story to tell themselves to be able to operate or do anything in the world and function
I mean like my outer perceived version of myself feels at odds with what I want to be, what I think I am, and how the people closest to me see or want me to be. It’s like I’m constantly code switching whenever I’m around anyone and I feel like I can’t stop it cause it’s the only way I can function properly but as a result I feel like I don’t exist, like I’m always in a liminal space