
But I know damn well if I hookup with someone I'm not 100% comfy/safe with, and have a DEEP emotional connection with, I'll just feel disgusting and horrible and like I was assaulted and want to rip all my skin off bc there's something very wrong w me ig So imma just be a reborn virgin until I fall in love or catch a magical once in a blue moon or less spark or until I die ig 😭👍