
I did talk to my therapist and asked if I was the problem. They said that apparently I look for it so idk what’s up with that but basically two of my last relationships were with these women who were “toxic” as like they were emotionally unavailable and didn’t care about me and that shit hurts I bend over backwards to get the bare minimum of attention but would barely receive it. Plus everyone else is like “wow you’re so lucky to be in a relationship with her” but no man I’m not happy at all