
No lie though I’ll just be chilling and outta no where just get all sad and think about buying a gun like every 30 minutes. Wanna sleep bc I’m tired but also hate sleeping bc I always have nightmares. But what something you said is key “have many friends that love me” ya got people to live for, ya don’t want to put them through that. I’m staying here for my family. We don’t gotta make anyone else’s life harder🫡