yes!! i’m trying to heal and move forward, and because of what he did it made it easier, but for some reason i just i just want to hang out with him again just once more but that’s literally self sabotage. i’ve been miserable ever since we broke up and the time we saw each other even for 2 hours i felt happy again and everything felt okay because i was with him. he still knew me it just ugvhhhh i miss being understood by someone.