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how do i keep going if i have very little to live for and im trapped in this cycle of feeling empty and yearning but i can't fix it and nothing does except one person but she doesn't want me. i dont wanna be here anymore ts feels pointless and just hurts
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Anonymous 1d

Well rn your problem is that your *everything* is tied to an external source. You have to rewire and reframe until you have an internal locus of existence 🪷 It's time to get to know yourself, get comfortable with yourself, work on yourself, explore yourself, etc

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Anonymous 1d

the only thing keeping me going is retail therapy and doomscrolling

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Anonymous 1d

Please don’t kill yourself

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1d

i wish i had the ability to get over ppl but instead i just use substances to numb the pain temporarily

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

substances don’t numb me. They help me feel more what I’ve blocked

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1d

i got attached and still can’t get over her. bpd sucks and my identity is fractured, i’m trying but it’s so hard

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1d

it’s 50/50 for me 😭. thank god for my only friend lately, she tells me no to text the one person or i totally would 💀

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

OH NOOOO. Good luck, godspeed my friend. Although the gravity of this time burns with more agony than the might of a billion suns, it is *temporary* It will be over. This will end. It feels and seems inescapable, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so so sorry tho. Bpd heartbreak is next level agony. But hey if you can make it through this, you can make it through anything!!

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1d

thank you

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1d

Really use this time to explore yourself and really shine a light on what needs work. Go all in on healing and self-improvement and piecing together that identity. Just hunker down and try to weather the storm

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1d

daily convo with me and my friend me: i want to text that person her: NO DONT 😭💀

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