Anonymous #1 5d

not much really comes to mind. weed and music i guess, other than that idk. everything else i do is just a distraction to get me to the next day but its pointless. i feel like the only reason im still here is as an obligation to my family bc i dont want to do that to them

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Anonymous #1 5d

If you can do a gratitude list of just 3-5 things daily and gradually maybe add more, I’m sure you’ll feel better. It’s hard to think life is worth living when all u can think is of how much ur life sucks. Idk what u got going on but I think you have much to be grateful for if u take a second to breathe and look . I hope u can make it out of this alive bestie

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Anonymous #1 5d

i appreciate it, but honestly ive felt this way for over half my life now, and i turn 24 in a couple months, and no matter what i do or try to do to make things better it only fixes things for a little while. eventually everything goes to shit again. i feel like im cursed to only be allowed to feel content or decent about anything for a small period of time. ive honestly just accepted it at this point tbh.

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Anonymous OP 5d

I get u, I’m 28 and I’ve been where you’ve been many times. I got hospitalized on vday cuz my gf (now ex) called the cops on me, so don’t feel like I’m talking out my ass here. However right now ? This past week/month has been some of the best times I’ve ever had. U never know when life can get better. Yes it still sucks and somethings can’t be fixed, but life has it moments. It’s not fair to ur family for u to check out early, and it’s also not fear to the future you you haven’t even met yet

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Anonymous #1 5d

ive been starting my own business, and i was coming into this year with promises from new clients, things were supposed to be going good this year for once, i was gonna be able to work from home consistently and make all the money i need to finish paying off my car and move out again, but every client i had besides my original one basically ghosted me at the beginning of the year and i havent been able to find another job to fill in the gaps. its really stressing me out ontop of everything else

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Anonymous #1 5d

and i was genuinely optimistic at the end of last year for once, i was actually feeling like things were finally looking up, and now everything has just come crashing down and im not sure what else to do

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