I gained weight and I feel so ugly and lost. It also just occurred to me I purge eat just bc i’m sad (and sometimes for no rzn lol). I decided i’m going to start trying again. I just feel so upset for letting it get to this pt to begin with
what’s great is that you WANT to make that change and you’re recognizing what you have to do. you are far from alone in this, it will get better and you WILL feel better.