because it’s true haha. i’ve never been liked by other people since i was a kid, and the relationships i’ve had as an adult have all been either people using me for my body, genuinely abusive, or they acted interested but weren’t. i don’t have hope anymore haha ^^;; like i wanted relationships in my life more than anything for a while but it just isn’t in the cards for me. i’ve been learning how to have fun on my own now :)