i YERN to have a crush on someone the way i did in hs, like the way i felt abt my 2 hs crushes was so intense and real and i feel like everything has been surface level since
lowkey me too now but then? the way we were best friends first and it built and we were the will they won’t they friends and like any small touch sent electric shocks like i would be able to commit to someone who made me feel like that i think