I love my bf to absolute pieces! There is no doubt in that, I just feel like there was stuff I haven’t tried like sexually that I know my bf wouldn’t want to do and I also don’t want to do it now that I’m in a relationship I just sucks that I can’t now yk
I know the feeling, I have urges that I can’t act on now because I love one person. The fantasies persist, but now sex is an emotionally intimate thing that I don’t really want to give to anyone else.