
I can’t watch things where people are isolated, because it makes me realize just how conditioned I am to not speaking for a week. I feel I have considerable difficulty speaking now either English or my mother tongue as a result of this. I love writing, and i stopped. Mostly because I don’t know how people talk, how they interact, and my dialogue feels wrong. When I lost my car, my social life disappeared, because it was mostly asking the clerk to turn on the pump. Yeah life fucking sucks lmao
My post was more so about people who want to be called things like “princess” or “angel boy”, but I’m sorry to hear you’re going through that. This might be weird advice, but if you’re up to caring for an animal, getting one might help. I’m not as isolated as you, but I do spend most of my time alone, more than I’d like, and can’t drive. I talk to my cats all day. And they kind of talk back, in their own way. They’re very expressive, and I think it’s because I yap at them so much.