Maybe u should take some shrooms and feel the grateful wave of energy and love bro, yes weāre animals but itās who we are, we are so lucky to have the intelligence and physical ability to communicate using language and connect with each other. And itās crazy and amazing that we even exist. All the uncaring and blind physics of nature, and the universe, somehow accidentally produced us. I think itās beautiful to be alive.
Even now I fall to my based instinct to have a connection. To connect and verify my belief to make sure my thoughts cannot be challenged. I find myself reeling from the fact I am truly nothing. The human body is capable of so much but itās wasted on society on the internet. Itās a box we trapped ourselves in. We are the lowest being on earth trapped in our own mind and roles we place upon ourselves. Forcing women to be bitches and men to fake being strong. We are in a box of our own making.
I am a fake thing. Trying to find a path a way of escape from this reality. Itās a dull thing. A path no one needs to walk down but has to, for it is the path. I need to move. Money equals a path of choice doesnt it? Itās a trap of our own making again. Iām stuck in a cycle of no choice or thought of retribution. Itās a thing I think is a thing I think but am I really thinking the thoughts I think? It is nothing Pandoraās box has left a scare on humans it introduced concepts that shouldnāt be.