like hostels? have u tried those? there are affordable ways to travel and explore. work exchange programs. house sitting/swap programs where you go to someone’s house free and take care of it, their animals or something.

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Yeah the world is so horrible and evil I've been really struggling w the reality of it all lately. I was raised to believe the completely falsehoods that the world is beautiful and humanity is good. That it was a blend of good and bad but mostly good. Obviously those were all blatant lies. So accepting reality is kinda hard rn.

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