I think porn and reading smut from a young age has warped my perceptions of dudes. I have 0 clue how to get close to them and haven’t really made guy friends since high school. If I have kids they will not have access to the internet I had
porn tends to have that effect, i was addicted to porn for a long time and quitting it and putting yrself out into the real world and having real experiences really helps to change those perspectives. i wish you luck twin