Our world isn’t evil and chaotic because of God, it’s because God loves us enough not to puppet our minds and let us choose whether we want to follow him or not. Sadly most people choose their own desires over God, but He desires a relationship with you.
Hot take but there’s no way the “omnibenevolent” god that Christians paint exists. I mean look at our world. No all loving god would allow society to turn into what it has. Honestly looking for someone to change my mind I’m curious for other POVs.
Eh I don’t know. Maybe he’s real, maybe he’s not. Maybe he cares, maybe he doesn’t. I’m not smart enough to find out in my lifetime. Just one way to know for sure