
i try so hard to be pretty. even when i feel pretty and confident it’s still never enough for someone else to genuinely think i’m beautiful. i dress nice, and i have some nice features, but ultimately makeup still isn’t enough and i need to lose weight. i’ve been introduced to friends of irl friends via online messages and when they’d ask to see what i look like they’d ghost me right after. it feels like just about everyone else i know has had someone interested in them except for me ://