everyone’s always like “it gets better.” sometimes. sometimes not. it took a while but it finally did for me. but even if it doesn’t it’s still not worth ending things early. you only get 1 of these fucked up whatever it is and then you’re gone. forever. just dead in the ground while life goes on above you. even if you’re struggling through it there’s still beautiful things about life to appreciate every day.
All that lays ahead is pain and more pain. Maybe if things were 50/50 it would be believable. My life is 99% suffering 1% happy if that. Every single day is a miserable piece of shit and life never gets better. While other ppl I’ve great lives and never feel like this. I’m tired of being an ugly unwanted piece of shit I just hope it’s time soon im tired of this life
You said the exact reason why. Because you’re gonna die anyway. And nobody’s life matters. Even the most famous and influential people will get forgotten eventually. The point of life isn’t for it to matter. It’s an experience. And you get one of them. Forever. You don’t know what’s going to happen while you’re still here. It’s not worth punching your ticket early.
I don’t care if life got perfect and everything was oh so dandy. Why because just gonna die any way. I don’t even want the success and happiness any more after tasting nothing but shit the past 5 years everything starts to taste like shit and never get the taste out fuck this life and fuck god