This is so hard to talk abt without feeling dumb or like a bad person but I feel you, I love my friend but I envy her so much. I don’t even have pics of us because they just make me sad to see us side by side. Every person I’ve had a crush on has been interested in her instead and it hurts. I feel like she’s the girl in our friendship and I’m the weird ugly sidekick
You are beautiful. The only thing wrong with you is your mindset. How boring would the world be if everyone was a perfect 10? Think about your positive attributes, focus on what you like, no, what you LOVE about yourself, and use those to your advantage. If you take what comes natural to you and make that the best you that you can be, I guarantee people will be drawn to you. Decent people who don’t see you as a frat house freebie.
Same haha. I once got drunk with my bestie and we invited over the guy I’d been going steady with for 6 months to have a threesome. He only focused on her the entire time and I ended up just lying there naked while they fucked. Hurt so bad. I thought any day he was gonna make our relationship official, but instead, he ended up officially dating HER like a week later.
That’s more than understandable and I feel for you, but I do feel like it’s even harder to feel less than other people. Idk I’m sure it’s very upsetting to be in your position but as someone who has felt the way she does I also know how painful and isolating it is, and how much self hatred a person has to have to get to that point