Anonymous #1 13w

I feel if it’s talked about ppl will say “oh you must have enjoyed it. You wasn’t SA” That’s sad because it does change your life and your body. It makes you see the world differently. Especially when you experience other kinds of trauma. So it’s like I was SA but I got attention that I never gotten before. So now I’m a have sx with multiple guys cause the attention is there. As I got older I knew that me being SA wasn’t okay. It’s hard to explain that to the body though.

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Anonymous OP 13w

i feel you 100% omg. i have the same problems and it just sucks because i’ve been told that i should’ve enjoyed it where every day since ive cried and hated myself. it makes me see myself completely differently and i don’t even like hugs anymore

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Anonymous #1 13w

I’m sorry you experienced that. Some ppl don’t understand. I relate to the hugs part. It’s uncomfortable and then dealing with weight changes. Not wanting to make friends or go out. It’s truly hard to readjust.

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Anonymous OP 13w

thank you and i’m sorry that you’ve been going through it too. neither of us deserved it

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Anonymous #1 13w

Thx 🫶🏾 Wishing you nothing but healing ❤️‍🩹 and peace

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Anonymous OP 13w

jesus christ that is so interesting

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Anonymous OP 13w

so true!! 💓💓

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