God I’m so mad at my ex he allowed me to believe we had a future together he allowed me to dream of what was coming next for us then he broke my trust and now I’m so terrified of starting over after all these years
I had a rule with my ex that we wouldn’t talk about the future because we knew we didn’t have one but he started talking about it promising that he felt more serious. Got my damn hopes up. Bastard was cheating on me.