If it helps at all just know you’re not alone. Lost my job in February and had to get a real low paying one until I could find something better. Come to find out it’s very hard to find a good job right now. Behind on just about every bill and don’t know what’s gonna happen for me within the next few months. Cant really afford food or necessities it’s really been a struggle. Could lose everything but im trying to stay strong. Never give up it’s not impossible to go on to bigger and better things