
If you feel guilty for it and it’s enough to make an entire post about it I feel that maybe you’ve been thinking about him too often lately. it’s not a “bad thing” to think about, but I feel like you just have to accept that it’s in the past and it’s up to him to continue to get better. use that experience as a reflection of yourself being a caring person and doing what you could do. I’m glad your bf is understanding about it and I’m sorry for the situation you had to go through