I don’t understand myself sometimes. I want to be sexual and experiment with kink but I can’t really fathom or take sex seriously unless there’s strings attached and I’m emotionally invested in the person I’m letting inside me
Don’t feel alone. I consider myself to be kinky and into some hardcore/weird shit yet I’m a virgin. Decision is up to you how you wanna go about meeting people and who you give yourself to. I suggest checking out fetlife.