Anonymous OP 6w

Wtf man eerie af and so unnerving

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Anonymous OP 6w

Terrible

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Anonymous OP 6w

Can’t believe how terribly I’ve performed

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Anonymous OP 6w

So much mediocrity

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Anonymous OP 6w

Body feels so gross. Mind does not like this. Feels new again kind of. Does not feel right. I miss it. Wonder if I’m gonna be okay. What a waste of time and just everything. Wth do I tell him

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Anonymous OP 6w

So embarassed and ashamed of doing that

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Anonymous OP 6w

Wtf man. Terrible decisions, laziness & excess and gluttony on something so unnecessary. Set back like a month or 2 or 3, waste a whole summer just, terrible damage to emotional and mental state too. Irreparably take a chunk out of it further and chip away at 😪 until there’s no time or potential left

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Anonymous OP 6w

I am not happy with this space

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Anonymous OP 6w

Gosh wd I do

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Anonymous OP 6w

Just sleep and relax for now

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Anonymous OP 6w

Let body adjust. And mind I guess. Omg how tf is it even possible to 😪

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Anonymous OP 6w

Worst person there is

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Anonymous OP 6w

I should not ever have been alive

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Anonymous OP 6w

Tf am I going to do

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Anonymous OP 6w

Disgusting loser

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Anonymous OP 6w

Imagine how much worse could be

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Anonymous OP 6w

Don’t like me

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Anonymous OP 6w

I’m not going to be okay

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Anonymous OP 6w

What do I do. Do I… prepare to…

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Anonymous OP 6w

I wonder if this is one of the most difficult things I’ve ever experienced

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Anonymous OP 6w

I’m so fortunate to not be alone completely

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Anonymous OP 6w

I love our God, a lot

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Anonymous OP 6w

Uhm

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Anonymous OP 6w

Can’t believe this is still happening

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Anonymous OP 6w

Why don’t you have the courage to

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Anonymous OP 6w

You’ll never be

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Anonymous OP 6w

Why is service so important. I just don’t understand

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Anonymous OP 6w

How can this be

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Anonymous OP 6w

Explain to me what benefit I don’t understand. What value is extracted from such sad occurrences

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Anonymous OP 6w

Why does it feel like I’ve been worse recently

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Anonymous OP 6w

Gosh I probably destroyed my mind. Somehow it seems to translate into lower quality awareness and decision making

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Anonymous OP 6w

Can literally see it in the metrics every time. This is so messed up

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Anonymous OP 6w

How can this be real

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Anonymous OP 6w

Just so awful, not just for me but for the entirety of the

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Anonymous OP 6w

Except for

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Anonymous OP 6w

Idek if that’s so

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Anonymous OP 6w

Can I go speak with

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Anonymous OP 6w

Help me see something

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Anonymous OP 6w

Calm please

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Anonymous OP 6w

Gosh how do I not see these things

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Anonymous OP 6w

God help me

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Anonymous OP 6w

Please. I’m sorry that I need to lean on constantly

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Anonymous OP 6w

Nice to be able to breathe better. That’s probably the most severe concern and one of the biggest consequences on performance

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Anonymous OP 6w

Please be there

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Anonymous OP 6w

We all need you

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Anonymous OP 6w

Are they okay

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Anonymous OP 6w

Please help me understand before I go

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Anonymous OP 6w

I have nothing left

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Anonymous OP 6w

Can I go somewhere and be alone with maybe something or some presence I could be comfortable with

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Anonymous OP 6w

I don’t think I could face

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Anonymous OP 6w

I don’t think I can see

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Anonymous OP 6w

Ik what will happen

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Anonymous OP 6w

I’ll see how, my choices

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Anonymous OP 6w

And I’ll feel the full extent of my failures

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Anonymous OP 6w

Please show me peace

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Anonymous OP 6w

I feel so much pressure

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Anonymous OP 6w

Translates into forcing decisions

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Anonymous OP 6w

I’m not going to be okay

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Anonymous OP 6w

I’m trapped

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Anonymous OP 6w

I’m very hurt

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Anonymous OP 6w

I would give anything for it all to stop and never have been

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Anonymous OP 6w

I don’t like this experience. I don’t see the value

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Anonymous OP 6w

I don’t want it

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Anonymous OP 6w

I don’t care about anything except just making it stop.

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Anonymous OP 6w

Please

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Anonymous OP 6w

I’m so lucky to have the most mild withdrawal experience possible Gosh so powerful it’s terrifying. I’m so fortunate to not have it so much worse

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Anonymous OP 6w

Kind of tempted to just 😪🫤

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Anonymous OP 6w

You’re okay

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Anonymous OP 6w

Shhh shh shhh

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Anonymous OP 6w

I can’t believe how fragile my mind is

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Anonymous OP 6w

Well, maybe drugs are no joke, drug withdrawal and chaotic mood swings can easily break anybody’s peace of mind and world paradigm or self esteem

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Anonymous OP 6w

Shhh close your eyes. Don’t upset yourself. Think about what you can gather

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Anonymous OP 6w

Okay. Close eyes. You’re okay. You’re not in danger. Gosh I’m sorry okay. I’m sorry that I ruined stuff for you and made it much harder

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Anonymous OP 6w

But you’ll be okay. You will make your way back and it will be okay right?

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Anonymous OP 6w

Devastating

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Anonymous OP 6w

Really frightening how vicious and sinister and true and completely overwhelming

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