Truth is he was a gross ugly middle aged man who gave me the creeps who thought we had something and got his feelings hurt when I told him from the start I just needed money. Asking girls to wear pigtails and clothes that make them look like children so u can fuck them is disgusting. This was 3 yrs ago and I still feel dirty.
I’m aware, thanks! I’ve been on both sides of cheating. Not saying it was right but as I’ve been told by multiple wives of dealers they sometimes go by different rules. I’m not proud of it by any means and it’s the only time I did anything like that with a married man, hence still feeling gross about it. It was a dark desperate time in my life.