
Wish I could… as wimpy and pathetic as it sounds… Just go and stay cradled in the womb of God for what might feel like an eternity Feels so strange being a human. What a strange experience this is. How do I get those abilities. And why does technology hinder it? Why does living closer to nature help humans embrace that power somehow. Maybe I can ask and find out gosh. I’m a bit ashamed that I haven’t tried harder to cultivate this
And learn about it. I should get more serious about it. Gosh it’s just so hard when… well I suppose I should have access to reading material and media regarding this. And there is probably some published material on it Who needs what the governemnt knows forget them. You’ll be able to figure this out I’m sure It’s so interesting what Eric said about Renaissance but I’m inclined to believe that they were successful for a different reason… well maybe I’m completely wrong actually now that I thi
You can’t really do that and also stay conscious and aware enough to do much Consciousness is so weird Why does it have a dial like thay Where it gets so intense and so present on one side of the spectrum that it’s practically unbearable somehow. That overwhelming anxiety inducing hallucinogen sensation. And then on the other side of the spectrum you have anaesthesiologists and sleep and turning consciousness off or sleep. Which… I wonder if that is unhealthy or bad for the brain sighhhhh