They shouldn’t have had me at all. I’m grateful for the life they gave me, but I also don’t like seeing them in pain or stressed because of bills. It’s doesn’t help how the economy is right now. I was the expensive child with medical bills and behavioral issues outside of my control. I don’t want children because I don’t want them to feel indebted to me. I’m also scared they might be like me and have medical and mental health issues that are difficult to manage within the systems provided (2/2)