
i often struggled with this until one day i got crazy stoned and realized ill be dead so it won’t truly matter so why spend the limited time i have here so worried about it when i could be making memories experiencing the world and being happy even if i make no large change in the world i think knowing i had moments of true joy and got to live a life filled with love and happiness means ive lived successfully and whatever comes with death will only be a concern when i am faced with it