
brother saying "well this is how i am and how i always will be" sucks. genuinely. don't throw your hands up and say it's too late for yourself and just TRY to get past your internalized homophobia. just recognize how stupid it is to think gay people are okay unless it's you. that homosexuality is good, unless you find a woman attractive. that's bullshit. i don't know what you need to do for yourself, but work on yourself. you'll end up a million times happier.