I lost the girl I loved because I was exhausted from long distance. The next girl was my best friend since kindergarten that I had been crushing on and off again for 14 years. And right when I almost had it I fucked it up. Everything I ever wanted and it slipped through my hands while I could do nothing. The worst part of loneliness is the quiet. My parents just keep stacking more and more on my plate and I’m almost to the point that I can’t take it. I don’t think I would commit but I am miserab