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Confessions 2w
not even in a weird suicidal way but i don’t think i was made to live in this world. i hate it so much here 😭
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Anonymous 2w

im afraid to die but i don’t wanna be here so where do i go?!

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Anonymous 2w

Also just travel. When life feels meaningless just defy social scripts and rip open a new dimension of life. “Jobs” and other conventions are just cultural structures, and you don’t really have to adhere to any of it if you don’t want 🕺🏿

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Anonymous 2w

this post is so real. I just don’t feel like I was meant to exist. I’m just another character in the background without a name.

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Anonymous 2w

Oh I’ve said to both my mom and dad I didn’t ask to be born

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Anonymous 2w

Nihilism?

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Anonymous 2w

same

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Anonymous 2w

Yeahhhh. 😐 I’m kind of an npc too. Don’t really feel like much of a person aside from that stuffs uncomfortable and unpleasant and hurtful. I suppose a lot of people have terrible stuff happen to them and I should be grateful to even get to watch and just go through a life as an npc

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Anonymous 2w

Suck it up :)

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 2w

far from it, no.

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 2w

i thank the universe that you and i will perish one day. i look forward to the day you meet the soil 🙂‍↕️

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 2w

i’ve been using travel as a coping mechanism but it all comes back. i’m on my way home from new york now. idk what else to do lmfao.

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 2w

that’s how i feel but i don’t want to defeat myself. idk.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

No

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

After listening to a lot of near death experiences I kind of believe we do have souls and go somewhere after dying and that it’s not that terrible fwiw

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

Like manhattan? What did you go to do and where do you live

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Anonymous replying to -> #5 2w

No?

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Anonymous replying to -> #6 2w

Like at least I’m not ill with DMD or MS or sickle cell or some terrible disease. Or have chronic pain

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Anonymous replying to -> #6 2w

that’s consoling

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Anonymous replying to -> #6 2w

that is a nice perspective. we are privileged to have functioning bodies.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

I don’t just mean “go some where”. I mean BE somewhere new. Let yourself BE there. Never leave yourself wherever you just were. Become present in each moment. That’s my advice for you

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