Anonymous #2 20h

I dont get it im not like this with other people 😭

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Anonymous OP 19h

Unironically dm me if u want im trying to heal from this exact behavior rn LOL

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Anonymous #2 19h

But imo its bc u like them that u stay away. If u didn't care then u can talk to them normally bc like the fact that u care is what triggers it

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Anonymous #2 19h

Yes im trying to not perfect any kind of image with this man. im trying to be exactly like myself to not have to maintain any expectations because thats where i start to want to avoid. Im doing good im responding to him though which im proud of. Im not waiting a full 24 hours like i used to 😍

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Anonymous OP 19h

Ur better than me i was going days to a week almost 😭😭 tbf she is an even worse texter than me tho. We r getting better at it tho

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Anonymous OP 19h

Interesting tho, for me it's like i have it deeplu ingrained in my brain that people will make fun of me or get annoyed if i tell them i care so i just clam up. Different for everyone

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Anonymous #2 19h

Im afraid that he might actually be interested and then i will have to act like myself and not keep secrets and stuff. Like im just waiting for him to lose interest and its confusing me and id rather detach myself from the feeling of rejection than have someone like me. Im scared of rejection and heartbreak mostly

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Anonymous OP 18h

U don't understand how deeply i get u. I feel the exact same and it's the worst bc like. I KNOW in my head that im the reason ive never been in a relationship bc i don't let people in. But i still can't let anyone in its too scary😂

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