Sometimes I wish they never adopted me so I could leave without feeling guilty, they are both amazing people

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Same but the reason I’m here is my grandma, she’s the only one who took my depression seriously and put me in therapy. I still don’t want to exist (and haven’t for 20 years) but I made a promise to her and I’m not gonna break it. Find something to anchor yourself to, I found small purpose in standing up to my family for my brother who like you is trans and queer. If I left he’d be truly alone in our family full of Catholics and I can’t have that on my conscious.

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