Anonymous #1 2d

Her acting completely out of character, or that our entire relationship was some elaborate joke with a friend. Just things that make her seem not real or just shatter me all over again

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Anonymous OP 2d

What do you mean her seeming not real as an a clone or that she’s deceiving you?

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Anonymous #1 2d

As if she wasn’t even a real person. That our every encounter was a lie. Mind you our relationship was really intense really fast, then devolved into increasingly distant and hurtful hot/cold cycles until we last spoke in January. Whole thing lasted a year. We’re both deeply religious so it was a hurtful experience beyond words.

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Anonymous OP 2d

Dang, I’m so sorry. I wish I could give you a hug.

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Anonymous #1 2d

I wish I could just forget she exists. Never loved anyone like her. Thought she was the one. Other things are hard rn and my brain is punishing me for it ig.

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Anonymous OP 2d

Who decided to cut it off?

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Anonymous #1 2d

She did. The cycle usually has one of us reach out, we catch up, apologize, get close again, have a deep and flirty conversation, she freaks out, gets hostile, I psychoanalyze her, we fight, I basically called her Satan after she compared me to her abusive ex for the fifth time, then she cuts things off. Usually she’d reach out again but I think we’re truly done now.

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Anonymous OP 2d

Part of me thinks she’s a sociopath, part of me thinks she just needed firm and honest love but it was too much for her

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