i can't stop crying. i was so excited. i haven't been able to go on vacation in a long time. i work so hard when im not at school, and when im at school i still work so hard. it was the chance i got to relax and treat myself. i feel sorry for her too. it's just as disappointing. am i upset? yes, but thats because her actions during this wasn't fair to me either. i always get my hopes so let down even when plans are "set and stone"