I wish I had a better way of articulating my thoughts and I wish I didn’t feel so much anger and frustration easily I need to work on myself. As damaging as it can be I think being alone is what’s best for me rn even though I wish it wasn’t
Honestly, I’m truly in the same boat as you. I hate being alone right now, but I know in the long end it’s what will be better for me. It’s just so lonely. I hope you know that you’re not alone in your loneliness.