so. this is deep asf. but my dad watched porn when i was kid while watching me. like id be on my swing set and he’d be on the bench jacking off. i remember this as a young child. he passed away but to this day, she defends him. he would watch all kinds-
of porn and once as a young child i foudn acrilic nails in his back seat while he was driving me to school. i had no idea what they were. this was before i turned 18. now im 21 and my mom and i cant see eye to eye on my father. he passed away when i was 18 and she morns him
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Anonymous1w
im just so confused and idk where to go besides literaal internet strangers. please be kind but i know this will reach a negative audience
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Anonymous1w
ik this is a lot i just know i couldnt let this out in therapy and anonymous posts would be easier for me to recieve irl fedback. thank you in advanced and again, im sorry this is a lot
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Anonymous1w
I’m so sorry for your dad being evil as shit when raising you
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AnonymousOP1w
she knows everything he did and everythign he exposed me too. i still love my dad but i dont of him as an example. my mother worships him to kingdom come. please help
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AnonymousOP1w
i understand her issues and how she lost a husband but before he passes i would show her everythign and she’d tell me “guys just need to jack off; guys are just hornier” and so im all fucked up yall