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i didn’t realize how much being home makes my depression worse. like dealing with my father and then my sisters remarks regarding everything i do. i only come back for my mother.
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Anonymous 12w

Real asf! Some days I wish my mom had been a single mother and only had me.

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Anonymous 12w

I know exactly how you feel. I haven’t been this anxious in a long time. This time last year I was in a deep depression bc of my mom’s treatment of me and I felt a similar low recently while fighting with her. She gets mad at me for everything I do, it feels like me simply existing upsets her. I’ll never believe her or my dad when they call me a “blessing”

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 12w

I’ve had the same thought too. My dad has been around my whole life but he can’t answer basic questions about me(favorite color, favorite music, etc). He never spent time with me or my brother as kids. I don’t get what my mom sees in him

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 12w

same with my mom which makes me irritated as like i asked to be here, and she’ll blame everything on to me as if i was the one who caused it

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 12w

Exactly! It feels like she holds it against me that I need her to do things like drive me places bc I have a disability and can’t drive

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