Like seriously all it would have taken was a simple text in the very least to just tell me what is going on. Now I roll up and have to make dinner in an hour but I don’t even grill/work w meat so like now it HAS to be up to my dad. I’m out here playing messenger owl running between them to carry their own conversation and subsequently just get yelled at bc he said she said lands on me. Then he says he hasn’t see me all day which was a flat out lie we had 2 convos and I even tried to call him.
Now my mom fucking cried bc I apparently don’t listen and I’m bad and wrong for not being here/around more when I LITERALLY LIVE AT HOME WTF I had a JOB TO DO?! I have to go to WORK? And schedule hasn’t changed, infact it ended bc I’m a fucking teacher so like there was no excuse from other of them to suddenly anticipate me to be getting home early all of a sudden to prepare dinner by 4 so we eat by 5. No not me? I get home at 5 usually? So explain to me howww. That too, If im making dinner -
I’ll make it when I make it. I would also like to sit back and relax for a few minutes after walking over 6 miles every day just doing my job period. You get tired asf and don’t wanna talk or anything so. They know this. But nah I take now 1 Sunday, the first day I THOUGHT I had to myself. Just to enjoy the weather. Nope I’m bad bc I eat/make food later than they want and I’m bad bc I’m not home enough. I literally have 0 friends so like I don’t even go out. I literally am at home. All. Day.