:( i’m sorry. i’m in the same boat. i haven’t always been big but i’ve gained a lot of weight, and this is one of the main reasons why i don’t like going home or seeing family as much, so i can relate with you. i know how you feel. i don’t have any advice because i’m going through the same thing (i just try to tune them out), but your feelings matter, and you’re beautiful! it’s okay.