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i’m a pastor’s daughter who once was told “it’s like you’re not even christian anymore” when it was discovered i was cussing and being silly on the internet as a kid (12-ish)and now, as a grown adult, i was screaming and crying ab it in the car on sunday
i fucking hate it when my dad tries to gaslight me back into christianity. "BuT yOu WeRe HaPpIeR aS A cHrIsTiAn" yea but i like being a free thinker and not having to deal with thought control
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bc like that’s so much weight. i was carrying so much weight from the moment i was old enough to think and i begged and pleaded to the christian god as a child to speak to me, to show me the smallest of signs, to offer some tiny morsel of comfort and i never felt connection nor comfort nor presence at all and so i kept begging to deaf ears until finally i just gave up. now i’m a much happier pagan, but remembering the child i was breaks my heart.

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