DO IT!!! My coworker got a keyboard for his bday after he told me how he played as a kid and idk how but he’s already playing full songs n shit again less than two months later and he’s so much happier because of it. I imagine reawakening your talent can only do good. Besides, without the pressure of competition you’ll probably enjoy it a lot more. Family can sometimes be your biggest haters so I’m hoping you can find a way to ignore them and flourish again despite the negativity!