
ur absolutely not crazy op. this is an insanely difficult situation to be in. just bc ur brother may have done smth to u that hurt u when he was younger doesnt mean it doesnt still hurt. ur feelings r completely valid. if u think ur mom will handle things properly & believe u if u tell her, that might be a good first step. just letting her know abt what happened & what ur going through now & then figuring things out from there. its completely normal to feel unsafe & scared. ur feelings r proof